WoW 8Th GrAdE
Mood:  hug me
Topic: The play
wow haven't been on here for a while and so much has happened...........
i went out with branden again and then i finally broke the cycle
I;m in the play Snow White, its pretty awesome i hang out with mikey yarnell mostly (<3) hes really cool
im in spanish and it used to be brian greenlee sat behind me (again, <3) but he dropped out so im just waiting around for mikey. i guess he likes making out with girls so thats a lil bit scary but w/e. next home gameis oilers verse knights so we can hang out if oen of my friends dont beat him up lol!
O~ im in cheerleading now too and because of that my family is sure im becoming a slut so w/e

screw him
Topic: Branden
he dumped me for paiger. right before my vacation. on my brothers birthday. what an ass

Pics Of me and my buds
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: These Words are my own
Topic: Soo bored!

me shooting hoops (and probably missing)

my very hot b/f shooting hoops (and probably making swooshes)

yes i know i am a horrible waste of oxygen to this earth and i look pathetic and stupid, no need to remind me!

ack! it looks like im gonna pull lainey's neck off!

Some Pics Of Shakespeare:

:-(
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: The play
i didnt get picked for the play :'-( but i will be in movies not theatre so it isnt bothering me too much... well actually mostly it isnt botering me since branden is good at cheering me up :-)

YEAY!
Mood:  celebratory
Topic: Branden
BRANDEN ASKED ME OUT AND i SAID YES!!!!!!!
*SUPERFLIYINGTACKLELEAP*
CARMEN AND I ARE GONNA DOUBLE DATE WITH THEM EVEN! YEAY!!! MY LIFE IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD!
*FLOATS*

Mikel
Mood:  on fire
Topic: Grr....
OMG I HATE HIM SO MUCH I CAN'T BELIEVE HE WAS SUCH A JERK AT THE YOUTH PARTY!

*SCREAMS OUT FRUSTRATION*

decisions
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: confused
Cuts and bruises don?t always have to be on the outside,You can get hurt just as bad or worse on the inside.Sometimes we say hurtful things that we don?t really mean,Put maybe its from all the pressure of being a teen.We don?t realize the things we say really hurt people bad,We don?t actually think that we have the power to make a person become depressed and sad.But the truth is we have this power and more,
But it is all up to you to slam or hold open the door.You are right, it?s a big decision to make,
But it all depends on the path you choose to take.


He was gonna makes the decision today. I havent talked to him yet but I am willing to bet my life I know the answer. Hold on... yeah i just checked the icq info and I was right. figures.

"O man, I hate it when I'm right!" -Weird Al Yankovichk

stuck at home
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Breathe *Anna Nalick
Topic: Soo bored!
2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe,


RIGHT......... today im so bored! Branden and mikel are downtown prbly having the time of their lives while im stuck up on the hill cleaning the dumb ol house. they called once and they said they were bored. i wish i lived closer i love hanging out with them but it takes an hour for me to walk to my grandmas house. gurgle snerf klumpet. maybe i can go down l8r. but i doubt it. my mom wants to make it absolutely certain i have no social life whatsoever this year..... SAVE ME FROM THIS HORRIBLE PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hanging With Branden and Mikel
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Smells like funk *Black Eyed Peas
Topic: fun fun!!!!
yesterday I went to Branden's house after him and Mikel called me to say they were bored (?) so i went to my grandma's and we hung out. we went down to ecerds and the guys bought some energy drinks that i wouldnt let them leave on the ground when they were done because *dead animals would crawl in the bottles and get stuck and die* (branden) i bought a new video camera and i taped them doing retarded stuff. i luv those guys they r halarious! anyway then they met me at the band concert where i had to pop popcorn. they are the best friends in the world anyone else would've been born out of there mind!!! i wish i coulda gone down today!

jill used the f word! my jill! sweet innocent jill! she used THE F WORD! IMPOSTER! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Back! *BwaHaHa*
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: We Used to Be Friends *Dandy Warhols
Topic: HYPER
Well I just got back from camp and I had a BLAST! I only got homesick once and the rest of the time i had a great time. A whole bunch of guys asked me to the dance and I danced with a lot of people. Kelsey's brother has a huge crush on me I found out and he said I was hot! He's from Oil City so it might actually work out... if I liked him a lil more. He has awesome highlights but other than that he's kinda icky, and I dont rlly know much about him.At the dance Shannon was crying and I asked her why and it was because Christian was supposed to dance with her and he didnt ask and so I went over and it was because he was dancing with his sister. He felt soo bad! And so I was talking to him and then I went over to shannon and was like *He feels bad and its not like it meant anything!* And she goes *It isnt even about Christian!* and i told her she already said it was and then she says *I didnt tell u anything GOD* and I got rlly mad so i said *why are u acting so pissy, it a flippin chruch camp dance!* and she goes *How about cuz I'm pissed off?*
We were in a fight for the first time ever and by 1 o'clock AM we were just messin around as friends and were laughing about the whole thing lol. I hope I get to see Kelsey soon too! ANyway so I came home and there was a postcard for me! and even though i was soo tired from being up all night and i felt rly grouchy it cheered me up A LOT! ..........so now I feel like Im floating and so I'm just waiting for Jill and Willie to get on icq so i can talk to them...........................
<3, Paigelicious Baby (My camp nickname)